Feelings

Feelings
April 30, 2007

Hopeless
I stare at my reflection
And know it

Lonely
I look around me and see nothing
And feel it

Anger
I am full of it and it shows
My hatred for everything grows

Loathing
I drown in it
No matter how hard I try to swim

Sorrow
I am deep in it
I cant see past my own tears anymore

Mistrust is all I know
Questions with no answers is all I can show
My heart is swimming and my blood’s full flow
Of tears that encase my hollow shell
Full of bitter angst
And vehement wonders of paradise

Im trying to hold on to something that is not mine
I am clawing at my skin
And hoping that I will find
Peace and solace within my fears
And strength within my gilded tears

Sometimes it just doesn’t get better
Sometimes I bear this sacred letter
And then again
Sometimes there is just nothing
I am just a ball of mismatched ends
Dying in your arms tonite