Pressure

5.13.99

When you breakdown,

I'll be here for you

When your heart pounds

I'll be here for you

When you cry so loud,

I'll be here for you.

When my eyes cry,

will you be there for me?

When my heart dies,

will you be there for me?

When my soul lies,

will you be there for me?

When the fights begin,

will we be together?

When we begin to sin,

will we be together?

When neither of us can win,

will be be together?

Is our love eternally forever?

In your heart,

is my love truly treasured?

Can we handle the pressure?

Will our love fade?

Never Ever.

Breakdown

5.13.99

Walk away

to start the day

Run away

go astray

Will you ever make up your mind?

Can we go back in time?

Do you know the price I pay?

Of you in my heart always...

So...

Walk away

my love

Jump high above

When you fall,

I may not be here

When you call,

I may not want to hear

So beware my love

Before I breakdown

and take care of

the heart you have found.

Strangers

7.10.99

My heart stopped
there in the dark.
The only light on
was the one dimly lit in your eyes
My head started to spin
as all of our memories flew right in
The music began to play
and so did thoughts of that day
We walked past one another
as if we were strangers
tears fell down my cheeks,
I could hardly breathe.
Were you looking at me?
Or right through my soul?
I was focused on you,
I lost all of my control
As the night came to an end
I searched aimlessly for you
I came back empty handed
I think this time,
I really lost you
You have become just another stranger

Backwards

1.24.01

Up is like down

when you're around

In is like out

When you're about

The sun comes out at night

The off switch turns on the lights

No means yes when I am with you

The sky is green and grass is blue

Far away lands are just next door

When I say less,

I mean more.

Tears roll down,

But there's a smile on my face

I haven't yet to open my mouth,

But I've already got my taste

Being without you is like being incomplete.

When it's snowing outside,

you always seem to provide the heat

If everything is perfect when you're around

Then if you weren't here

I'd be lost,

Waiting to be found.

Control

11.25.98

You have persuasion over me
I have no clue why
You've trampled on my heart you see,
And brought me down to size
All the smiles you've brought to me,
You've quickly took away
with all of your selfish acts
You know you're going to pay
Things may seem funny now,
it's all just kiddy games
But when I get my revenge
you'll be the one to blame
So close your eyes and seal your lips
Just wait for our final kiss

Shallow Star

1.22.01

Shallow star

Empty Poison

The day could illuminate

behind those that allow hate

So that no moment should fly.

Yes moon,

Justify my dreams.

Death would never color my heart the way you do.

Generous laughter shields,

nothing.

Midnight wastes our envy.

So honey,

follow your hollow panic.

Go far enough to be stubborn,

but try to keep our sunlight alive.

Sometimes

4.26.99

Sometimes my dreams

are wrapped up in tears

Sometimes my heart

is bound by my fears

My hands shake,

the earth quakes.

Sometimes the stars die

in the sky

Sometimes I feel

your presence near by

Your fingers touch my lips,

my whole body begins to twitch

Sometimes you love

and you let me know

Sometimes you love me

and you let me go

Sometimes I need you

and sometimes I don't

Sometimes I tell you

and sometimes I won't

Sometimes the future

seems so dark

Sometimes I wish

you never took my heart

For all of the sometimes

I wish it was forever

and for all of the emptiness

I wish it was never