Myself

7.13.01

When I was little

my favorite thing was time by myself.

No-one to listen to,

No-one to disagree with,

Just myself to answer to,

myself smiling back at me,

through the pink, bubblegum mirror

As I grew older,

myself faded away,

and it's imprint was stuck,

crying in my pink, bubblegum mirror

I found love,

and fell fast

and now myself was truly lost,

But no matter how hard I looked

I never found myself again

For in love,

I lost myself and became someone different,

unrecognizable,

Someone who couldn't be alone,

who needed to be with another.

Sometimes I wonder,

if I will ever find myself again,

because I miss me,

in the twilight hour,

laughing and happy,

in my pink, bubblegum mirror,

all by myself.