Split

March 7-2006

Split

Side splitting
Hard hitting
Thumbnail spitting
It seems that I am all over the place again
Heart dripping
Insides ripping
I lose myself in my thoughts every now and then

Right down the middle
I have been cut into two
I let out a little giggle
As I nervously wiggle
Into a new persona or two

Door one or door two
So much to choose

Do I go or do I stay
Will I ever find my way?

Back and forth
And around again
I find myself a little lighter
Front and back
Around in circles
Who knew inside of me was such a fighter?

I know what I want
I know what I need
I know what my body truly aches for
So why is it so hard to make a choice,
When this is everything I have wanted and more?

Two different people
In one body true
Two different hearts
One is black and the other is blue

Torn by a mystery
And stitched by a song
My journey has become much too foregone

The breadcrumbs have vanished
And I’m all alone
I waited too long
All of my options are now gone

I reach my hands forth
I come back with a fist full of air
I am distraught and disappointed,
I thought you would always be there

I guess what they say is inevitably true
Better make up your mind
Before all that’s left is merely you