Rain

October 8, 2005


Nothing is sadder then the rain pouring outside my window
The drops at least are happy when they fall
I too like the rain am pouring
Pouring out my heart
Pouring out the tears from my eyes
Emptiness subsides me
Nothing is sadder then watching the lights
Not emanating from my phone
The only sound I hear is the rain
And my heart
Slowing down
Waiting
Wishing
You would call
Just once
Hello
I miss you
I’m thinking of you
The way you smell, the way your body moves under the sheets
The way you make me feel when I catch your eyes with mine
Just once
I wish I would hear more then the rain
More then my pain echoing from my chest cavity
I am wishing I was the rain
At least then I wouldn’t be lonely
I could dance with the other drops
As they embrace the ground, the cars, the street lights
Everything they touch they fuse with
And melt into one
But they never die
They are just reborn
And my phone is still silent
And so are my tears
Nothing is sadder then the rain outside my window
Except the rain inside my heart